139: Su Qingge's pre-marital phobia! Am I going to be a wife?
"Qingge, do you think this song 'Ice Rain' is good?"
As Su Qingge felt a inexplicable melancholy, Lin Xuan had already walked to her bedside and asked her.
"It's good."
The girl didn't hide her true feelings; she genuinely liked the song.
"It's good that you like it."
Lin Xuan grinned, then adopted a mysterious tone.
"Actually, I also wrote a song especially for you; I'll sing it to you in a couple of days."
For me?
Lin Xuan wrote a song especially?
With just one sentence, Su Qingge's curiosity was completely piqued.
She was a little impatient to hear the song he mentioned.
But Lin Xuan, to maintain the mystery, shook his head repeatedly, refusing to reveal anything.
"Don't ask, this song is written only for you. I'll sing it to you on our wedding night..."
"And it will never be leaked; only you in this world will ever hear it."
Ah... this?
A song written only for me?!
Hearing this, Su Qingge felt a strange sense of emotion.
She had never imagined that someone would write a song specifically for her, and a boy at that... But when he mentioned the wedding night, she suddenly realized, a little belatedly, that she was to officially marry the young man in front of her the day after tomorrow.
She couldn't help but feel dazed again, with various thoughts swirling in her mind.
"I... am I really going to be a wife?"
"But I haven't prepared myself mentally!"
"Is this too hasty? We've never acted like a real couple, and we haven't known each other for long. Is a flash marriage really appropriate?"
"And I still have a deep-seated vendetta to avenge. I can't possibly let go of this hatred..."
"That means I might bring danger to those around me in the future."
"In this state, can I really marry Lin Xuan?"
"Or... should I find an excuse to stop this unusual marriage?"
...In the dark cage of consciousness.
Su Qingge's mind was filled with various thoughts and emotions, leaving her utterly lost.
The thought of impending married life filled her with anxiety and unease; she felt completely at a loss.
She had never imagined she would marry one day, having long prepared herself for a lonely old age.
But she never expected... that by a strange twist of fate, she would become a vegetable.
And with Lin Xuan, who she originally had no connection with, they would reach the point of an impending "flash marriage"... Now, looking back, she felt as if it were all a dream, and waking up still felt very emotional.
So lost... so uneasy... so anxious... various complex emotions and tangled feelings clashed within Su Qingge's heart.
She didn't know if her current psychological state counted as so-called "pre-wedding jitters"... "Am I being too sentimental? But marriage is a lifelong commitment."
"Once two people unite, they must walk hand in hand to the end of their lives."
"But in my current state, how can I possibly be a good, stable wife? I still have so many important things to do!"
"And do I love Lin Xuan? Or is it just simple gratitude?"
"I don't know, love or not love... I really can't tell..."
"Alas, I wonder if other girls before marriage feel the same way, experiencing this kind of wavering psychological state?"
...On the hospital bed.
The girl appeared to be sleeping peacefully, but her heart was in turmoil.
Finally, she gradually resigned herself to fate, no longer having thoughts of calling off the wedding.
After all, the arrow was on the string, and it had to be shot.
No matter how things were before, now, under the strange arrangement of fate, the two were about to enter the hall of marriage.
Even if Su Qingge was still somewhat confused and at a loss.
Even from the bottom of her heart... she felt that she was not suitable for the image of the delicate wife that Lin Xuan envisioned.
She felt he should leave her and find a more suitable marriage partner.
But as long as Lin Xuan didn't actively call off the engagement.
Then Su Qingge would not be the first to propose ending their somewhat "strange" relationship.
After all, men value their self-esteem and reputation; presumably, they would not accept being rejected by the woman... Su Qingge did not want Lin Xuan to be mentally hurt because of her.
Especially since she owed him; just for that... whether there was love no longer mattered.
Even if Lin Xuan only liked her body, it didn't matter.
What she owed, she had to repay.
Even if it meant repaying with her body, she would accept it calmly.
After she had repaid this kindness... someday in the future, she would then consider the matter of "love or not love"... At this moment.
Su Qingge felt relieved and calmly accepted her impending fate.
And just as she was lost in thought!
The little loli was pestering Lin Xuan, begging him to write a song specifically for her too.
"Please, Onii-chan~~~"
"I also want a song just for me, you write one for me too. I'll pay you 200,000 for it?"
Hearing this.
Lin Xuan raised an eyebrow and snorted coldly:
"Talking about money? You are insulting my noble character!"
"And it's also a disrespect to music itself, and an insult to musicians and listeners! I refuse!"
Hearing this, the little loli couldn't help but blush.
She lowered her head in shame.
Just as she was about to sincerely apologize to Lin Xuan for her disrespectful behavior towards music, she heard him change his tone:
"Unless... you add more money!"
Chen Kexin: "...(•́へ•́╬)"
However, the little loli also knew Lin Xuan's musical talent; if he, under the name of [L], announced that he would write songs for others.
Then people would definitely flock to him, breaking down his door.
A single song could easily sell for a sky-high price, and her mere 200,000 yuan was truly a bit of a joke.
But her pocket money... that's all she had left?!
Chen Kexin didn't want to ask her parents, otherwise, it would be too troublesome to be questioned about everything... "Please, Onii-chan~~"
"You're the best~~~"
In desperation, the little loli could only shake Lin Xuan's arm, employing her cutesy, coquettish charm.
ლ(╹◡╹ლ).
This instantly gave Lin Xuan goosebumps.
"Stop, stop, stop! You fake, I'm really scared of you."
"Forget it! If the money is little, then we'll do it the little money way. Give me the money first. Good brothers settle accounts clearly, I don't give credit!"
Lin Xuan pulled out his phone, opened his QR code for payment, and as the little loli watched with a pained expression, 200,000 yuan was transferred to his account.
He nodded in satisfaction.
Then, in the spirit of 'money for goods'.
Lin Xuan composed the lyrics and music on the spot: "Little Garden."
"In the little, little garden~~~ dig, dig, dig~~~"
"Plant little, little seeds~~~ grow little, little flowers~~~"
"In my husband's phone~~~ dig, dig, dig~~~"
"I dug up a mistress~~~"
"She's as beautiful as a flower~~~"
...The song ended.
"That's it, nothing more??? This song is too much of a loser!"
"Can you change it? This song isn't even as good as 'Ji Ni Tai Mei' or 'Lin Shi Bao Fo Jiao'..."
Chen Kexin's brows furrowed into a " river" character, and her eyes almost popped out.
"Change what hammer? Do you understand what price, what quality means? 200,000 for this quality, you got a bargain."
After speaking, Lin Xuan looked out the window and saw that the rain had stopped.
"Alright! You go home! I'm going to continue massaging and whispering sweet nothings to my Qingge."
"Some things are not suitable for children; kids shouldn't listen! Go home! You're a third wheel."
Then Lin Xuan reached out, intending to push the little loli out the door.
But Chen Kexin bit back, huffing angrily:
"Damn you, you're even swindling a child's money! Refund!!!"
"Damn, are you a dog?!"
Looking at Chen Kexin biting his wrist, Lin Xuan gritted his teeth in pain.
Finally, after he promised to write a new song for her next time, Chen Kexin finally let go and left the Su Family contentedly... "Hiss~~ This little brat, she must have been a dog in her past life!"
Wiping the saliva from his wrist, Lin Xuan couldn't help but complain aloud.
However, he quickly put the matter out of his mind, because he had more appealing things to do.
"Qingge, let's continue with the rehabilitation!"
Lin Xuan "hehehe" crawled onto the bed, just as he was about to do something improper to the girl... A phone rang, interrupting Lin Xuan's actions.
Caller ID: [Su Shengtian].
"Hello, Xiao Xuan! The press conference I mentioned to you before, are you sure you're not attending tomorrow?"
"I still hope you attend. After all, it's a great opportunity to show your face and let many prominent figures in Modu get to know you again."
Press conference?
Oh, I remember now... Grandpa Su seemed to have invited me the day before yesterday, intending for me to attend as the founder of the Beauty Pill's prescription.
He also planned to announce at the press conference that he would transfer 30% of the shares to my name, and that he planned to entrust the Su Corporation to Qingge and me in the future.
Thinking about these things, Lin Xuan felt a little toothache.
So troublesome~~~
And it's wasting my "cuddling" time.
He just wanted to stay by Su Qingge's side, to be a lazy bum who "cuddled" and slacked off every day... Why was it so difficult?
However, having said that, he understood Su Shengtian's intentions.
It was nothing more than to raise his profile and improve his past "notoriety" in Modu.
After all, even now... many high-ranking officials in Modu still viewed Lin Xuan as a "hot-headed young master."
This was the influence left by his predecessor over many years, and it couldn't be easily erased in just half a month.
But Lin Xuan ultimately refused to attend.
Because, apart from the people close to him, he didn't care about what outsiders thought of him... "Grandpa Su, I won't go! I just want to stay with Qingge."
"You can just mention my name then! My presence there actually doesn't matter much."
Hearing the resistance in Lin Xuan's words.
Su Shengtian gave a wry smile and stopped trying to persuade him.
"Alright! Since you've said so, I won't force you."
Grandpa Su actually didn't quite understand Lin Xuan's persistence.
Which young person nowadays doesn't want to make a name for themselves, doesn't want to stand in the spotlight and enjoy universal admiration?
But Lin Xuan was somewhat "lacking in ambition," and in the prime of his life, he only wanted to stick to his Granddaughter's side every day, unwilling to leave for even a moment?!
Could he be the legendary 'love-struck fool'?
Loving beauty more than power???
On this, Su Shengtian sometimes felt quite proud.
She truly was his Granddaughter, perfectly inheriting his excellent looks, her charm was simply immense!
Even an outstanding young talent like Xiao Xuan was completely captivated by her.
But this was also good; if Lin Xuan was truly a "henpecked husband"...
He wouldn't have to worry about his Granddaughter being bullied by him in the future, and he could entrust his Granddaughter to him with peace of mind.
Just before hanging up the phone!
Su Shengtian seemed to suddenly remember something, and slapped his forehead, instructing:
"I almost forgot! The day after tomorrow is your wedding day with Qingge."
"And given my Granddaughter's special circumstances, it's not suitable to hold a grand wedding for now, so let's keep it low-key."
"Once her body has fully recovered..."
"I'll arrange a grand and lavish wedding for you two as a married couple."
"However, you can get your marriage certificate first. Let's legally establish your status as husband and wife."
"As for the specific time to get the certificate, you young people can discuss it yourselves! I won't interfere."
"..."
Then, the call was disconnected, and a "beep, beep, beep--" busy tone sounded.
Getting a marriage certificate?
I'm getting married, becoming a husband, just like that?!
As this thought emerged, Lin Xuan's breathing quickened, and he instinctively felt a bit nervous.
In Huaxia, marriage was still quite sacred.
Lin Xuan, having lived two lives, had always been accompanied by his 'five fingers', believing that a lonely old age was his destiny.
He didn't expect that fate would be kind to him, giving him a chance to enter the hall of marriage.
Lin Xuan looked down at the girl in his arms; he unconsciously smiled.
If it were in his previous life, he wouldn't even have the qualifications to meet such a perfect, high-quality woman, let alone touch her.
But now... she was about to become his wife; one could only say that fate played tricks on people.
And for this accidental marriage...
Whether it was for the system's points and benefits.
Or Su Qingge's own exquisite beauty and nobility.
Lin Xuan genuinely desired to marry her and make her his wife.
This was the most primitive, instinctive urge in a male when faced with a high-quality female.
As for feelings... Lin Xuan felt that he did have some affection for Su Qingge.
However, perhaps because they hadn't known each other for long, this emotion had just begun to sprout and wasn't yet intense enough.
He was more... attracted by the girl's outward beauty and excellence.
But aren't men all like this?
With time... love naturally develops!
First, there's the most basic physiological urge.
Then it slowly transforms into love.
Finally, the two, through daily adjustments and growing old, gradually transform into... kinship?
This was Lin Xuan's theoretical view of love, summarized in his fantasies.
"However, I seem to have never asked Qingge her thoughts?"
"And is she willing to marry me?"
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